August 2010
idk how, but I just can't stop thinking about you...
and it’s strange that i didn’t talk to you in a while (i’m guessing weeks). you’re honest; almost kinda blunt. you’re pretty, and I doubt you’re reading this. idk, something about you is pretty hard to resist
Day 26- my week in great detail
Sunday- nervous about giving blood, friend that i cared about kinda hurt me (doubt it was intentional), depressed
Monday- crashed into a branch in the morning, friend bailed on watching movie, couldn’t donate blood, got in trouble for bad-mouthing
Tuesday- saw a car crash
Wednesday- hung out w/ jake, josh, and eric. spun out, friend got pissed at me and told me she regret that moment....
July 2010
OK, ENOUGH!!!!
ENOUGH BULLSHIT STEREOTYPES OF ME!
I DON’T EAT DOG, NEVER ATE DOG, AND NEVER WILL EAT DOG!
ME SPINNING OUT WAS NOT BECAUSE I’M ASIAN
STOP ASSUMING SHIT UNTIL YOU KNOW THE DAMN TRUTH!!!
STOP BLAMING ME FOR YOUR MISTAKES,
STOP BEING A BITCH OVER EVERYTHING,
LET ME FUCKING RELAX ON THIS FUCKING SUMMER VACATION!!!!
FUCK!!! IS THAT TOO DAMN HARD TO ASK FOR??!?!!?!?!?!?!?!
one of the billions of reason why I don't believe...
Hey God, would it kill you to give my mom brains and sensitivity? If you did, I wouldn’t be her punching bag FOR THE LAST 16 FUCKING YEARS!!! AND STILL COUNTING!!!
honestly
I actually feel ignored by you. Sometimes you say that I’m your close friend, but we don’t talk now and I feel like I’m on a completely different level from the rest of your friends. It leaves a stinging feeling in me and I feel like it’s my fault. All there is to say is that I feel lousy and I honestly wish I was acknowledged by you more often.
spinning out
If you have ever spun out in an FF car (front engine, front wheel drive), you would know that it is not a fun feeling (actually it kinda is if you’re doing it safely). but I did it 3 times this week and all three times something bad happened.
1- looked like an idiot in front of my coaches
2- fire in my neighborhood and saw a guy smoking w/ no pants on in bryan park
3- highway; looked like...
Day 25- My day in great detail
woke up at 8:30-ish
usual morning bike ride from my house to Chic-fil-a to Costco then back to my house; finished at like 9:30
showered and filled out rebate for sprint, finished that at like 11
left house and pretty much drank sweet tea at mcdonalds til like 12. saw bill clinton’s daughter on tv about to get married, she’s actually not ugly
took 2 friends to movies and got there...
Initial D scene
Bunta: All your cars were faster and more expensive than mine, but did you ever beat me, ya loser?
Yuichi: That's different, you're not sane.
Bunta: Hey did I ever tell you my son was normal? geez...
ah wth, I'll do this
Let’s get down to the deep questions,shall we? oy… Who’s the last person to make you cry? the person that made the asian/honda joke; too funny that I actually cried Do you feel like you’re losing anyone? honestly yes, and I saw it coming Are you interested in someone of the opposite sex? yep Are you the type to keep your emotions bottled up? was, then that failed horribly Who’s the last...
Day 24- what tickles my fancy
“After all the chaos and devastation, there’s a silence. Is it something to cheer for? Or something to fear?”
PDA’s a middle finger to some people, including me. I don’t (purposely) do something that upsets you just because I want to. I get it if you like that person, but really? I don’t like admitting it, but I feel lousy having to see it almost everywhere and I’m by myself. Don’t misinterpret, a little bit of PDA is ok, but if like I see it everywhere, that’s when I...
bike ride house to Short Pump and back
left my house at 6:52
53 minutes to get from my house to Short Pump town center
took like a 10 minute break
Now for the bitch: the return trip
stopped by at Echo Lake park for a break
got home at 8:51
Barely less than 2 hours, even with the breaks i put in.
Dumbasses that can’t turn OFF their turn signals while going STRAIGHT should get their asses back in driving school.
Helped...
Random person in my dream: "Remember Dan, bros before hoes"
Dan: "Are you calling her a hoe?!"
Random person in my dream: "No, it's not like tha..."
Dan: "I'M GONNA KICK YOUR ASS!!!"
_________, If you do read this...
God, I fucked up so damn much. I’m sorry I couldn’t shut my mouth, I’m sorry I lied, I’m sorry you regretted it, I’m sorry I had that moment with you, I’m sorry for a lot of things right now.
I wouldn’t blame you if you don’t read this or if you don’t believe me, but it’s so damn hard to shut my mouth. You gave me a moment that...
Day 22- a website →
i gotta admit
IDK how long it’s been since I last saw you, but why the hell are you running through my head? I mean not that I don’t like you, quite the opposite, but why are you there? I doubt you know who you are, and it’s probably better you don’t know who I’m talking about. All I can dream for is a chance; I’m not risking hurting myself again unless I know it’s...
hmm… it’d be pretty awkward if someone walked into me listening to some of these glee songs i found
I almost got hit in a car crash. thank god I’m alive!!!
Day 21- a recipe: Thai tea!!! →
the #5
It takes me a good 5 seconds to get used to a pain from something that just physically hits, cuts, bruise, or bite me. but It takes me to think about a problem a good 5 times before something sucks less than it already does.
Right now I got a cut, a stomach that’s having a war w/ my dinner, a body that can’t donate blood, too many summer work, and an upset mind.
Want to take a guess...
I feel so scarred right now. Every time I fall for someone, I always end up with a scar. It’s not a physical one, but a mental/emotional one that’s too deep to heal. How much more do I have to get butchered before I can get a trophy of a person or become wrecked? I feel like I’m gonna be a broken person before I can have someone. And I hate being told I could do better or that it...
“I’d pick your pain over mine. At least someone might give a fuck about...”
– a Dan Quach original
not a 5k to be proud of
Normally i’m nervous before 5ks.
Normally I’m prepared for worst-case scenarios. Today wasn’t as good as I expected.
Came to the meet w/o water, not a smart move.
Never fell in multiple holes in a meet, normally 1.
Sadly hole #1 wasn’t even 150m away from the start, pretty humiliating on my end.
________’s dad passed me and he kinda scares the hell out of me, not...
nightmares to Hell
Once you have a fear and it gets worse, it becomes a nightmare. When you have to live through it in all of its fury, that’s when it can be called Hell. Once you get out, you could start all over again with life.
I want to tell you that I kinda like you, but you remind me a bit of the last person I fell for. I don’t hate her or anything, but I don’t want to hurt myself for something one-sided
fromhalfaworldaway asked: That's like my favorite quote ever!!
A 16-year-old curse is finally crushed. :)
And I feel better you lifted it, even if that’s the most we’ll ever be.
it's back to normal :)
problem’s gone, but now i have to pay gas by myself now.
i win some i lose some i guess
Day 15- part of a story
the wolf ate the sheeps.
reason why i picked that is that right now my feelings are just crushed horribly again.
FUCK
i’m actually crying. why am i so damn weak?! FUCK!!!!
I hate my life. I bet it’s purposely butchering everything that gave me joy
I'm actually pretty happy now
I’m surprised I got over you. I feel like the luckiest guy that I’ve you as a friend. You’re gonna be gone from my life for a while, but just because you’re gone it doesn’t mean I’m forgetting you. Thanks to you I feel more confident than I had before I met the person that almost took it all away from me. You make me smile almost anytime no matter how shitty my...
So...
I know sometimes I lose my temper a bit and say “WOMAN!” Do all women dislike it when I say it or just the ones I’ve said it to?
I’m sorry if I’ve said it to you before
fromhalfaworldaway asked: well since most of your posts on here and facebook have been mad/sad i though i should say something. stop feeling bad dan. you're awesome!
