August 2010
Day 1: Write about your best friend
to be truthful, I don’t have an exclusive best friend. my best friends are usually those i associate myself with the most. honestly, current and past track people and humanities friends are who the closest i’ll call to my best friends. Yes I see them almost everyday and yes we sometimes are at each other’s throats, but those conflicts are like storms; after a storm everything...
another 30 days challenge; hmm... the time i do...
Day 1: Write about your best friend
Day 2: Post your favorite song and write why you like it
Day 3: Your top 10 pet peeves
Day 4: What was the last movie you watched, write about it
Day 5: Someone you would switch lives with for a day and why
Day 6: A picture that makes you happy
Day 7: If you were stranded on an Island, who would be with you and which limited 10 items would you two have?
...
I made up a thing called the "Oh-shit-ometer"
pretty much when something gives me a lot of red flags, I just say beep over and over and over.
Right now my head’s beeping a lot from seeing a certain image. so wish i didn’t see it
dude… i accidentally hit my window with my class ring. and i wasn’t even hitting it hard, like a tap. now there’s a crack on it. hahaha my ring is a weapon
What to do?
I really want to hang out with you, but I feel like I’m gonna bug you.
Plus I got this summer work that I can’t burn.
And I got hooked up, no problem with that if I didn’t already like someone.
Help my ass!
go for it- need a break
http://dan-cq.tumblr.com/ask
2 down, 3 to go
Humanities summer work- DONE!
AP Stats Summer work- DONE!
APUSH- just like 2 more hours and I’m done
AP English- FUCK!!
AP Physics- probably 2 hours as well
Anonymous asked: I see you like a new girl ;) Who is she Danny boy?
get at me
http://dan-cq.tumblr.com/ask
true friends would set you up w/ someone.
but here’s a curve in it: I kinda already like a couple people.
One has no clue, the other one probably has an idea.
FUCK!!! my mind’s mush again. who to choose, who to choose?
I’m pretty much taking a chance, considering this could easily mess up for me
I’m not gonna lie, seeing that one person’s name pisses me off at sight. And had it not been for my friends in the car, I would’ve blown passed that car with your name in the license plate. Just hearing your name feels like I got stabbed in the heart and the word “failure” was on my forehead.
I fail to stay mad at you because I always end up...
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Day 10- 1 confession
I bitterly hate how my childhood was:
Get my ass kicked by everyone: parents, sister, bullies, people nearly killing me,
Nobody listened at all to what was wrong,
shockingly fat,
Low self-esteem,
Being ignored all the time because my sister was fuckin’ picture perfect and my brother was the baby,
No friends,
hardly had any feelings shown to me that wasn’t disappointment, anger,...
Day 9- 2 smilies that show how I feel right now
:) my life’s pretty chill for now
:’( I’m missing a bunch of my friends going to college
If you think about it... Who's REALLY getting...
the girl that ask a guy for a ride? or the guy that wants to look good driving a cute girl home?
Now apply that thought into this: the stripper that flashes a guy, or the guy that hands her a lot of singles?
I think we all know who would be exploiting who in those situations
Day 8- three turn ons
1. cute face :) I like it w/o as much make up as possible. A smile that brightens my day, eyes that sparkle more than my class ring, and hair that doesn’t look like an old lady’s hair is key
2. attitude: i kinda like blunt and funny. If she’s smart w/ her jokes, that’s pretty cool too.
3. how she dresses; don’t dress like you have to look hot, just dress comfy. If...
bad people getting good stuff
now THAT is the biggest bullshit ever
as usual
I’m not even considered at all by that person. It’s really just painful now to the extent that I’m alone all the time, regardless of how many people’s with me.
Everytime I hear "You Belong with Me"...
I feel like there’s a loaded gun to my head. [insert name] is the reason why that song gives me that feeling.
I can honestly say
If I don’t clean up my car and have girls in it and my mom sees them, I’m gonna have more repeats of today.
Day Seven: Four turn offs
1. A girl that can’t take care of herself physically. I don’t like it if a girl is too lazy to work out. I’m not saying she has to be diesel or anorexic, but someone that’s comfortable looking the way they do and works out. I’ve worked my ass off to lose weight since 8th grade and I’m pretty sure it worked out a lot. And it’s just not her body, at least...
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order...
For my personal reasons, I refuse to give certain names publicly, and yes, I know I went over 5 seeing how I’m naming categories
1. my family; we’re almost always at each other’s throats
2. my friends; you guys keep me stable or change me in ways I accept and you guys (sometimes/rarely) help me when I need it the most
3. family friends; y’all make me tougher when I need...
Paramore- All I wanted
My heart was already...
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
1. I wish I never did let you get that close to me. you ruined so much in that one week that made me so happy.
2. I shouldn’t have told people that moment we had
3. I shouldn’t have shut my mouth about how I felt about you that day. maybe that curse i have would’ve been lifted almost a year ago.
4. I regret telling you my name and accidentally led you on. I didn’t mean...
too pissed off
need a fuckin’ new fender that I’ll end up paying for it because the person that fucked it up won’t fuckin’ pay up.
all the fuckin’ scratches and damage in my car gotta get clean, it’s REALLY eating at my nerves now.
people gotta give me money that they owe ASAP before i go on an ass-kicking spree,
I need to fuckin’ destroy that person’s PR,
...
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1. my dreams and ambitions. current one: beating that person’s PR severely because I hate their guts. Got a long way to go to shave 4 minutes.
2. missing my friend who’s about to leave :”’(
3. Summer work- FUCK!!!
4. WHERE THE HELL IS MY _______?! (yes, i’m very unorganized)
5. friends, family, the guys, humanities friends, and girls (teehee ;D)
6. humanities and...
This powerful thing I'm feeling: not love, not...
I have rarely ever said I hated anybody, but I hate your guts so bitterly right now. You can’t read this and I can honestly care less if you know it’s you, but I honestly can not stand you at all. I work my ass off to try to get the attention of others, and you always have it. I honestly envy you, but I can’t stand the fact whatever I do, want to do, or ever did were all nothing...
You know, I wonder what would happen if I could just walk up to you and just say, “hey, I like you… A LOT”. I’d do it too but I know what’s holding me back from doing it
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
1. Try your best and be confident in what you do. Nothing is less attractive than a girl that 1/2 asses things on purpose and thinks they’ll suck.
2. Know that my driving is a reflection of how I feel. Fast means upset or my mind’s saying “OH CRAP!!!”, switching lanes w/o signalling is in a rush, safely- slightly fast means I’m happy, dangerous turning means...
Day Two: Nine things about yourself
1. I am sick and pissed off everytime people view me as a tool. Sure I enjoy helping my friends, but I’m a person too and I have no problems ruining a person to show them I demand the same respect I give them. I honestly can and will be aggressive to show that I get pissed when made a fool of. I enjoy being funny sometimes, but if you only assume I’m only the person to laugh at, I WILL...
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten...
I wonder if you think/know which one of these might refer to you. If you think it’s you, message me on facebook and I’ll tell you if you’re right or wrong.
1. I’m not sure if you’re gonna do XC or not, but I hope you do. You’re pretty cool and it’s fun talking to you and honestly it’s fun driving w/ you. I know we hardly hang out that much outside...
10 Days, this should be a lot easier to do
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. Day Two: Nine things about yourself. Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart. Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot. Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done. Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever) Day Seven: Four turn offs. Day Eight: Three turn ons. Day Nine: Two smileys that describe...
I heard this at TJ Maxx and it made me think of...
"If you love somebody, let them go. If they...
“If you love somebody, let them go. If they return, they were always yours. If they don’t, they never were.”
The sooner that day comes, the more I’m missing you. I don’t want to let go, but I have no other choice. It feels like my heart’s gonna explode just wishing for you to come back, if you do…
Have you ever had that feeling?
Have you ever been so crushed by something so heart-shattering that you changed?
That you changed to cope with the pain?
That it turned you into something you used to disapprove? Maybe a jerk or a monster?
That the person that hurt you so bad ask you why you’re the way you are?
And you just wanted to tell them it’s their fault?
And now you both are disgusted by the new you but you...
really bored, might as well
Your name: Dan
Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? i really do…
How many girlfriends/ boyfriends have told you they love you? idk, none or 1
Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? what else would i marry? but yes, i do want to marry
Are you crushing on someone? yea
Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? it hurts when i’m close to...
I'm honestly in a contemplating mood
and I need to think of all the holes I fell in my life.
Why did I choose to go to Humanities? Was it because of the escape from the same people at Tucker? Was it to be like my sister, a Hermitage alumnus that had a seemingly perfect life? Or in my own way to even surpass my sister? Was it at the time something I want? Something I need? Something to learn from it for life?
Why did I ever feel the...
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san-escapedthepast asked: Yes I know that volleyball tryout is over, but those considerations are not only for this year. Field hockey is actually recruiting more people though.
“If you can’t be with the one you love, love the one you’re with.”
– Stephen Stills
money problems
Did you ever notice how money somehow is involved in a lot of problems? Money causes people to commit sins, destroy others, demoralizes us? When can people see money as a tool to help us towards happiness?
I got a bike for sale, a pair of spikes I’m crazy for, a fender that needs to get here, gas money, and all this problem; summer work is not making this any easier on my end at all.
I'm tired of thinkin' 'bout you, tired of you, but...
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